Religion and the City

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Last Friday during a curious parallel when neither of us really felt like doing much work at the same time, Cedric and I took a walk across the Seine to the Left Bank.  Fridays are one of my favorite days of the week, but not for reasons you might imagine.  Rooted in most of my older Fridays, the day has a faintly religious tinge for me.  There is a sense of almost idle preparation, before the very different motion of the weekend.  In my current way of being, the connotation remains more traditional than religious, Friday being a day of composed change in rhythm that I somehow find comforting.  It stems from the fact that Friday night is a time in my house back home when the family really stops, by way of Shabbat, to become a family, in spite of whatever mess or mountain might be in the way.  And even if I am not always there to take part, I imagine I must take something with me on Fridays.   We left our corner in the Marais, the neighborhood of churches like St. Paul-St. Louis and St. Eustache, stunning beauties that incorporate themselves, maybe even not so seamlessly so as to maintain their timeless proclamations, into the fabric of the city.  Our corner in the Marais, more specifically, made up of two very notable and noticeable streets; the rue des Rosiers, the winding and bustling center of classic Parisien-Jewish life, and the rue Vieille du Temple, the unofficial frontier marking the gay epicenter of central Paris.  I have had both Jewish and gay points of destination explained to me in relation to these streets time and again, as long as I’ve lived here.  Makes poetic sense that I’m caught in the middle, I guess, and more so that there is a middle to be caught in here in Paris.  We walked down to the river, to the Isle de la Cité, where the Memorial for the French Deportees of the Second World War situates itself into the end of the island.  Cedric had never been there before, and I knew that the sheer minimal hardness of the site would stir him as it does me each time I visit.  I realized that by placing a testament to the 20th century’s inexorable history right in the middle of a city that serves as a larger testament to the histories of other centuries before makes a statement that most memorials fail to accomplish: the Deportee memorial attests to the unforgettable events in question, and further reminds that they happened in a past so much closer to the present than the pasts of everything else around.  This fact is as plain as the ancient Notre Dame Cathedral, which towers above as one walks back up the stairs from the depths of this place.  e0TeBSZThe pain of history, religious and political and racial and otherwise, strikes several shades of color in Paris, degrees which appear whenever you try to remember one thing in the context of all that ambient history.  Maybe it takes the perspective of a bubble-headed American (from the ‘New World’) to see this?   On the other side of this interval, we walked toward Maubert Mutualité, on the opposite bank.  Off of the busy intersection, I spotted another church as we approached.  I edged closer, feeling the urge to duck out of the urban moment to experience the sudden shock of sanctuary, even if it’s not consecrated for me (a wandering Jew).  Sometimes the vibe is just right, as in the church of St. Paul-St. Louis in the rue de Rivoli near my house; I can stop and feel the silence, present and solid, that goes so long uninterrupted.  It is undeniable, existing just inside the shell of wooden doors, protected from the squawk and hum of vehicles, people and machines.  Cedric did not follow this time though, and was in fact distancing himself.  Surely this art historian, a practical expert on anything that happened before the year 1850, wouldn’t mind having a look inside?  No.  He shook his head somberly, clearly against my whim.  I could sense he wanted to tell me something.  But I wasn’t going to let him deny me my right as a travel-addicted American in Europe: that of wandering into churches and other exceedingly old establishments, most older than my native country could ever claim to be.  Some churches fall short of my desire for that instant and severe separation, but this church wasn’t one of them.  In fact, it exceeded my hopes, both visually and in terms of ambiance.  Its bare, gothic ceiling was just somber enough to be something more than beautiful, and the altar and surrounding artwork was crowded and impressive.  But so much more important was what was happening, the people, the quiet but fervent activity.  It is the only time I felt as if I really had stepped back in time, to when people had nothing to pursue (or at least be amused by) but God and church and all those goodies.  People were praying, really kneeling and supplicating, while others were sleeping in a way that intimated they had found shelter after a long journey.  I saw this place as a refuge, in the purest sense of the word, for these lost urbanites.  The reflective expressions on peoples’ faces were so authentic I began to feel as if I were interrupting.  When the priest came out of a side door, in full regalia, it became too much, like a…
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